Saturday, August 6, 2011

And I return to the skyscrapers and neon lights that I call home…

 

You know that feeling you get when everything is out of place? That weird feeling you get when you see people  close to you transform into people you don’t recognize. Perhaps, people you don’t want to recognize? The sinking feeling when people are within your reach but you can’t reach them. You know that feeling where you feel like there are little cracks on your heart like a spider web, and you’re caught in between them? And when you feel the sudden urge to cry but your “Pillow” isn’t there for you? That feeling that makes you just want to drop everything and sit on the couch in the dark with your head between your palms and just breathe?

I don’t have it.

 

Yours truly x

 

frustration

12 comments:

  1. In life there come certain moments those we have to face alone and with patience.... :)

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  2. Great :) if your 'I don't have it' wasnt sarcastic or something :p

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  3. that was something unusual I read today..

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  4. I can so relate to this,
    "That weird feeling you get when you see people close to you transform into people you don’t recognize."

    Wonderful ! Splendid post! =D

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  5. "That weird feeling you get when you see people close to you transform into people you don’t recognize."

    You mean to the point where you secretly think the person died and got replaced by a lookalike? yeah i know the feeling

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  6. just like Hamza i can relate to this post cuz that usually happens with me. ppl whom are dear to me change and i get this feeling that i dont know them cuz they arent the exact ppl i use to admire.great post :)

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  7. recently, i had the pleasure of scrolling through ur blog. i have to admit, u are one amazing blogging. MashaAllah and keep up the great work :)

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  8. Adele! hahaha. big fan. of her. and you.

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